A Journey to 4ever

Life is journey. We may ask ourselves if it is really worth living. The answer is of course YES! Life has many wonderful things to offer. We might ask ourselves of our real purpose here on Earth, why do we live? Why are we still alive? That, we could not answer in one day. It would take life-long to be able to define the true meaning of life and our purpose here on Earth.

This page is all about my worth. Lessons I’ve learned in life. All my undertakings and its consequences…

This is specially made for those people who are close to me. They help me see the real beauty of life. They help strenghten my personally, my whole being.

Cheers to good life!

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LIFE IS WONDERFUL…IN my life I learned not to be scared in risking something..I may have doubts in my heart. It might not work. I may failed in the end. I’m not afraid of these things. Who knows the kind of happiness I will be getting on the risk I took. Anyways, this is my life. I am ready for the consequences of this. But I will never ever let myself suffer from NOT getting what I want in my life just because I was scared to take risk. Never will I deprive myself from the happiness I know I will only get from this. This is a new experience for me. Everything lies in my hands. Thanks God. Thanks to my family. Thanks Honey.
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I don’t care about what other people would tell about me. They don’t even know the real me. Gossips, Lies — these are the things they only know and keep them alive. So. Why would I believe in them?

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My mother is the best creature I’ve known in my life. Most understanding and loving mom in the world.

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As long as I got the person I love - the one who gives me strength and everything, I will never ever feel sad and lonely. I am happy coz I got my wafu honey. I love him so much!

I'm lucky I got Wonderful Persons in my Life. Through ups and downs of my life, through my happiest and saddest moments, I can count on them.  So here, in return, I want to dedicate this portion of my blog to let them know how thankful I am to have them.

1. Jepoy. One truly good man. My husband, my best friend, my all. I can't just say thank you to him coz no words can describe how deeply thankful I am to have him. For all the support, love, understanding and all the positive words I can think of. Jeff is my everything. I love him with all my heart.

2. Baby Angel. You have no name yet. Your daddy and I are so happy and excited to see you soon. CAn't wait to hold and hug, my child. Surely, you will complete our lives. We love you. We will take care of you.

3. My parents - especially to Mama. I am so blessed to be your daughter. Thank you for all the support. Blaming me was not the best option right now, instead you accepted me with open arms. I love you as always, Mama. I promise, I will be like you to my child- Loving and understanding mother. Thank you for welcoming my husband too. I can't just say thank you enough.

4. To my husband's parents. Thank you for welcoming me to your family since day one. You were really great! I promise, I will take care and love your son until the end of time.

5. My brothers and sisters, I have not talked to you in person about this. But for sure, you know it already. I will still be your ATE. I love you all.

6. My husbands sisters. Thank you for accepting me as part of your family. Don't worry, I will take care and love your one and only Kuya and of course your pamangkin.

7. My friends. College friends and officemates friendships. For supporting me, for all the advices, for making me smile always.

especially to Brattinella's ever!.

-Sheki
-Elj
-Reyn

friends
-Mona
-Jhen Leron

college friends
-Lhen
-jenet Betito
-Marj

for the rest who are not mentioned. you know who you are already! thank you..

If you can remember my previous posts, I tackled about me getting married. Learning my situation, a friend told me, getting pregnant is not a reason to get married. Well he's right, Ofcourse I want to. We are planning to get married. Its just that this wonderful gift came beforehand. Who am I to reject it? it's the best blessing ever a Jeff and I are going to receive from Above.

while some are excited and happy for us, ofcourse some are not. There goes the saying, You can't please everyone. Well, sorry. I will neither please you today nor tomorrow.

As long as we are happy. I don't care about those people who are so narrow-minded. we are just so lucky that we are blessed with this. For sure my life is interesting than them... Cheers!

God is so good. We feel so blessed. It's really true that the best thing in life happens when you least expect it. Although, we always wanted to have a baby, but we would have prefer to have it later. Now. this is it! Yes, we are so happy to accept this wonderful gift from Above. We are so happy to have this.

This will be a new life for me. new life for Jepoy and it will be a good new life for us. Mommy and Daddy to be. The journey to forever begins.

I will take care of you.. I will take of our baby... I love you both!

Seems that every couple I know is facing the hardest trial in their relationship ever. I could almost hear everyone talking about the latest break ups in town. Its becoming a trend these past few months. Well, its up to you if you will go with this latest “trend”.

One thing I learned is to be grateful and give all the sweetest love you can give without limit, without holding back of your feelings, for you will never know, after all of the years, you’re gonna wake up one day alone, hugging nothing but a cold wind and kissing a teardrop realizing that it will never be the same again.

This blog is gettin’ serious already. So here, just wanna share somethin’ nice. It’s about my good friend (and her jowa), whom I prefer not to mention their identities and the every detail of their story. I do not want to put her private life in the eye of the judgmental public.

A simple yet so adorable girl, who is so similar to me when it comes to love. She’s willing to sacrifice everything for the sake of love. She’s not martyr though, as what you may think she is. Like normal girlfriend, it came to a point that she almost had given up and wanted to end the relationship. Just when she thought it’s over for them and that love no longer exists between them, comes a a brighter day for them.

Cliche as it may seem, it’s true that HONESTY is still the BEST POLICY. She honestly admitted to her boyfriend everything that has been bothering her lately, everything she’s feelin’ bad about him, though it hurted his boyfriend a lot. Her honesty, made his boyfriend love her more. They ended up the conversation realizing that they don’t want to lose each other. And all is well that ends well.

This message goes to you friend…

I’m happy for the both of you, friend. Hope your relationship would last forever. Be strong. Never ever forget to ask for God’s guidance. Take care Always, “Anik”.

Love you…

From your kapwa Anik.

After all of the sleepless nights, stress, thousands of pamplets and review materials to read and to comprehend and of course the expenses for review -- everything was worth it. Jepoy passed the exam for the OPERATIONAL LEVEL WATCHKEEPING ENGINEER LICENSURE EXAMINATION. whew!

Congratz honey!i love you!
congratz hon for passing the marine engineer licensure exam. whew! board passer! galing naman. one take! da best. I love you!

below is the exact copy I got from http://prcboardexamresultsph.blogspot.com/2008/05/may-2008-marine-engineer-officers.html

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PRC May 2008 Marine Engineer Officers Board Exam Results or PRC May 2008 Marine Engineer Officers Licensure Examination Results.

The Professional Regulation Commission (PRC) announces that 1,148 out of 2,077 passed the various grades of the written phase of the MARINE ENGINEER OFFICERS LICENSURE EXAMINATIONS given by the Board of Marine Engineer Officers in Manila this May 2008. The results of examination with respect to three (3) examinees were withheld pending final determination of their liabilities under the rules and regulations governing licensure examinations.

The members of the Board for Marine Engineer Officers are Engr. Jose G. Abugan, Chairman; Engr. Miguel O. Marasigan, Vice-Chairman; Engr. Victoriano A. Alojado, Engr. Ferdinand R. Pascua and Engr. Eldefonso G. Uba, Members. Registration for the issuance of Certificate of Registration and Professional Identification Cards for those who are exempted in the practical assessment at the Central Office will start on Tuesday, May 27, 2008 until June 5, 2008 and in the Regional Offices from May 27, 2008 to June 2, 2008.

Certificate of Competency and Certificate of Endorsement shall be distributed during the oathtaking ceremony to the Chief Engineers and Second Engineers who successfully passed the board examinations and completed the required STCW95 compulsory training and sea service. They shall proceed to MEOD and STCW section for registration and validation as soon as possible in order to expedite the processing of the above-mentioned certificates.

The oathtaking ceremony of the successful examinees as well as the previous ones who have not taken their Oath of Professional and those who opted to submit ERS Assessment Certificates will be held before the Board on Tuesday, June 17, 2008 at 1:00 o'clock in the afternoon at the Manila Hotel, One Rizal Park, Manila

Source: Philippine Star

please check this link http://prcboardexamresultsph.blogspot.com/2008/05/may-2008-marine-engineer-officers.html for the full list of marine engineer board passers.

I decided to write this official statement regarding this matter. Because not a single day have to pass not being asked by this question. In such a way that answering it, makes me feel like a broken disc, tama ba? sirang plaka in tagalog! nyahahaha!

Anyway....

Kelan daw ba kami magpapakasal ni boyfriend?

Getting married for me, is as easy as having a boyfriend or girlfriend in a day, or making friends with somebody in a second, for instance. Yes, it's E.A.S.Y, hardest part is HOW to KEEP it! And KEEPING a marriage in a right track is like solving a puzzle. Wherein, all the pieces are given already, all you need to do is connect it properly. In marriage, these pieces are LOVE, RESPECT, FINANCIAL, EMOTIONAL, and SPIRITUAL STABILITY. Confused and can't solve it? Then your LOST! But if you think that it's over, worry NOT. Just like in any marriage, being LOST in the right track is normal. That is why couple have each other to help one another in making their marriage back into happy life again. Heard this in every wedding rites, " for richer or for poorer; in sickness and in health, till death do us part".

I mentioned earlier about LOVE, RESPECT, FINANCIAL, EMOTIONAL, and SPIRITUAL STABILITY, to name few of the BASIC requirements in getting married. Lack one and your marriage life will be at risk. Yes, we love each other, we feel that he is meant for me, and I am meant for him. With all my heart, I respect him. But thing is, LOVE is not just enough. I am not being materialistic here, believe me. I am speaking in behalf of my boyfriend coz we share the same thought. We are just being practical, after all, you can't just say: "Honey, 12 o'clock na, kainin na natin ang Pagmamahal or Honey, pambayad natin ang pagmamahal sa MERALCO, can it be? Yes, me alone is earning a four digit every month. But it's not enough specially with the kind of economy that we have? I am single, yet I still ran out of money. What more if I already have a kid? Heard my officemate mother, complaining about the financial problem which leads to a fight with his husband. Whoa! No I don't wanna scare myself, I don't wanna scare you. These are reality. Aside from that, we don't have a house yet, that we can call our own, even if it's just a simple one coz I do want to stay forever with my parents. I want them to stay with me -- coz it's a different thing.

In our case, I set a different requirements for him without of course compromising the BASIC requirements mentioned above. These are just extra thing. However, I will not talk about it here. If he had already accomplished those requirements, it will only mean one thing: KASALAN NA! nyahaha!

It's not about having a perfect marriage life. Who would NOT want a perfect marriage anyway? However, there is NO such thing as perfect marriage and perfect couple. It's a another long story to tackle.

I can sense what you're thinkin'.No one one would ever believe want I'm talkin about. What do I know about marriage? I'm NOT married yet! geeeez. Bottom line is, try it to yourselves! Afterall, your marriage life is what you will make it. The answer still lies in your hands.

Whoa! I didn't notice, I had already gone this long. I am trying to make this as short as possible. Well, You see? Talkin about marrige, getting married and how to keep the flame burning, would mean talking about it your wholelife long.

Going back to the question. Kelan daw ba kami magpapakasal ni boyfriend? My answer would be: We are getting married SOOn. Big question is, HOW SOON IS SOON? Only GOD knows, for GOD will set the best place and time for us, that's for sure!

"I had a bad day...... "

This song keeps on playing in and out of my mind. I can only say "grrrrrrr......."

I got a "love letter" that no one in the office would want to receive. I just wish it really is a love letter but unfortunately its not. A love letter with no flowers and chocolates at all. GUess you know what I mean, its an incident report a.ka MEMO. grrrr again.

We (with my other three teammates) were accused of "loafing during working hours" like chatting as in talking loudly with the team mates. Hay naku, it was unintentional. We would never want to bother anybody specially "them" -- no, I don't want to mention names here. Yeah I admit at times we are noisy. But this is the only way we can release the stress from this stressful job. Bottom line is, we are doing our job right... we are still working.

enough..

enough..

enough of this. kakasira ng mood. I accepted it wholeheartedly na lang. Anyways, it's just a SHIT of paper. oh! forgive me for that. Just need an outlet for this.

P.S. I am not used to writing this kind of stuffs. No, I don't hate anybody coz hating is not my game.

Whatever is the outcome of this. I'm hoping for the best.